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[01 Jan 2005|10:54pm] |
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 w00t!! Joey proposed on the 22nd!! Man I'm still so happy and excited about it all!
I might as well go into the details since this is my journal lol XD! Anyway we went to a fancy restuarant that his family goes to for easter brunch each year. We ate dinner, and I thought when he'd propose to me it would be when we were eating or something. So the dinner went on we have some champagne then some coffee after dinner, and then we went to sit in the lobby of the restuarant, it's also a hotel so you know how big the place is and everything. So as we sat on the couch talking about our future and such he suddenly went over to his jacket pocket, and I was thinking no it couldn't be what I'm thinking but yes he grabbed out a little box with the ring in it. He then said "Will you be my wife and share the rest of your life with me." I ofcourse responded "YES!!!" I was teary eyed but had a huge smile from ear to ear, and hugged and kissed him. Then I just put my head against his chest as I said over and over "Oh my god..." as I felt like I was in a dream.
Man I'm still smiling ear to ear lol, every one at work said I was glowing, and just looked so extremely happy and smiled the whole day and it's January 1st lol so I don't think I'll get over being this happy for sometime XD.
Well I hope you all enjoyed Christmas, and had a happy new years >^.^< !! *glomps*
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| Yo O_o |
[29 Nov 2004|09:42pm] |
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I'm back from vacation w00t!! Anyway I need to buy a scanner really bad, but I've been using my tablet to draw stuff so yay ^^. I can't wait to see Joey for Christmas in a few week weeee!!!
I have premature arthritis which might of been caused from my back surgery that triggered it off, so yeah my drawings may be a bit slow to come and might be kinda more not smooth lol. But I'm on medicine to help that pain so I can draw still ^_^. Ack my life is like wack, but I'm still going to be happy ^^. I wuv you all still!! *glomps everyone*
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| Moving to Texas! |
[28 Sep 2004|03:00pm] |
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I'm moving to Texas some time around the 20th of October! I can't wait ^_^!!!!!
I am so excited, I'll have a car when I go down there too since my older sister is awesome and giving me her old car ^_^. I'll be alot more busy when I move down there though since, I'm going to get a new job, and I'll just be alot more busy down there @_@.
Weeee can't wait!!! I got 7 pages of the Legacy of the Jewel Comic up! Read the comic
More to come of that soon! ^_^
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| I'm back! |
[13 Sep 2004|07:28pm] |
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Woah it took my long enough to post here again XD! Well if you've been to my DA account you would know I had my surgery got the rods removed and I'm on antibotics to get rid of the infection if it's still about. My upper surgical cut on my back that was surgically glued is pretty much healed all the way already O_o;;. The stitches for my lower and mid back are still healing but doing better too so yay XD. I feel soooo much better after having the surgery ^_^. My nurses, techs, doctors everyone at the hospital were awesome and soooo nice ^_^.
Ohyeah and I'm moving in with my older sister sometime in October so I'll be job hunting again @_@. But in the mean time I'm going to try to make some money with doing commissions so if anyone is interested or even want to get one as a charity for me XD lol go to my Art Commissions Site
Well I missed you all so much and I'm happy to be back ^_^!! *glomps all of you*
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| Finally went to the doctors! |
[02 Jun 2004|05:52pm] |
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I found out yesterday that a bump that was/is growing on my lower spine is an infection. I'm having a back surgery in the middle of this month. I also learned that all the pain and the infection is most likely due to the metal rods on my spine, from a surgery I had when I was 16. So now I'm going to go through a new surgery to remove the rods but my spine will still be fused ofcourse. But it will take away most the pain and everything so I'm happy ^_^. I can't wait to get the surgery.
I'll be going through surgery mid june ^_^. I'll be on an IV getting antibotics for a few weeks so I won't be on, like I already haven't cause of my health. But I'll try to be on more after everything is okay and I'm all better ^_^.
My computer died last month and I lost everything. So I need to recolor and scan all the new art I was going to get up. Right now I'm on my little brothers computer and will be getting a new better computer well better then my old one anywase XD, sometime this month hopefully.
*huggles and love to all my awesomeness friends*
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| Sorryness |
[26 Apr 2004|11:32am] |
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I've been really busy in the real world. My back pains from the scoliosis surgery I had when I was 16 have been getting worse. I haven't seen a back specialist since I had my surgery. So now that its hurting worse and is a constant pain. I have to see one. But my parents want me to wait. I think I waited long enough. I mean they don't know what I'm going through. If they had the same problem they would probably rush to a damn doctor.
I've been doing research on my days off about after scoliosis surgery and doctors. I have the address' and phone #'s. But I'm scared my parents are going to make me wait. I'm sorry for not making any damn sense but I'm just in so much damn pain. Argh if they would just help me out. I have to pay for it anyway so why the hell do they give a damn?!?!? They just need to freakin drive me. It makes no sense! If my child ever was going through anything like I am I would bring them in a heart beat. Though I would help them so they would never let it get so bad.
If you have Scoliosis do the research and make sure you don't let it get any worse, and do the exercises they tell you to. Wear a back brace but don't let it get to the point where you need surgery. Cause after the surgery you can't do alot of things that others can do. But if you do already have the surgery do your best to go to check ups and take care of yourself. Just look on the brighter sides of life. I read that there are alot of depressed kids and teens that have had the surgery. I'm just in alot of pain right now but not depressed XD.
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| Just letting you all know!! |
[22 Mar 2004|01:33pm] |
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I wanted to let my friends know real quick that I'm alive and I miss'ums them alll ~_~!!! *huggles them all*
Well one of my teeth was yanked out today cause it was REALLY bad and hurting me. My day off isn't really relaxing because of chores @_@;;. And so everyone knows because of work and also my mommy visiting me I won't be online till next monday. I hope I'm not too busy on monday with crap though @_@. *huggles*
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| Jobness info |
[17 Mar 2004|05:34pm] |
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So you all know I'm only off on Mondays and Wednesdays so you won't see me on much O_o;;. I'm going to the dentist this monday coming up so I'll probably not be on much then. But I'm excited about it cause my tooth is killing me @_@. Hopefully after this next week I can get more hours to work because I really need the money. Well huggles for you all as always ^_^! *huggles*
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| Now whats happening again? |
[11 Mar 2004|06:53pm] |
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Man my days been crazy @_@!! I am so confused by stuff but also understand more also about well whats been the big arguement news. I just wish I could make everyone happy or help out or do something important. I never want to hurt anyone. I think alot of the bad bad stuff is done with at least I hope.
On happy news XD I made a ranking site! If you have an anime related site feel free to enter it I really need more sites in it @_@ http://www.xunfelina.com/renaijiken/animetopsite.htm Weee thankies!! I also updated Ren-ai jiken and Legacy of the Jewel don't know if anyone cares though lol XD.
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| SOOO HAPPY!!! |
[01 Mar 2004|09:17am] |
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I got a job wohoo!! Finally I've been sitting around for a couple months now with out anything @_@. I'm so happy! Weeee! Huggles for you all!! *huggles*
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| Avatarness |
[27 Feb 2004|11:54am] |
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I've been making alot of avatars for my friends and my self and my wittle brother lately for my board XD. I've also been giving people titles lol. Those are so much fun to give to people XD.
I broke a part of my parents refrigerator today ~_~;; man I'm clumsy, I just trying to clean the stupid shelf XD. It's still early so there's plenty more time for me to screw things up lol XD.
If anyone is curious Boardness that a way ---> http://pub31.ezboard.com/brenaijikenfanfics otherwise RUN AWAY AHH!!
I'm now logged in as my brother on my board mwahaha and theres nothing he can do to stop me XD. Actually there's a reason I'm getting his avatar up and also have to help him out by posting for him @_@. He says it's the last time but he'll probably ask me again in the future @_@. He's just lucky he's my wittle brother XD. Okay now I'm rambling lol I'll shut up now XD. Coffee is good for your soul that is my last wise advice for you all ^_^.
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| Does anyone feel or think how I do? |
[26 Feb 2004|07:55pm] |
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I got into an arguement with Joey. He yelled at me for how much my family is messed up, and also how I should dump all my online friends and everything when I live with him. I don't know why I can't make the choice with what I want to do, what if I want to spend just a couple minutes a day checking on my friends or doing something with my sites? I don't know why I can't just do it until I don't have time in my life for it, because of work or family. I feel like all my life everyones been making choices for me and ordering me around and I get so tired of it. I'm not perfect, so why do my parents try to make me it. I can make my own decisions in life why can't Joey and may family accept it and let me. Argh it ticks me off @_@. I only have a hand full of online friends who actually try to talk to me and they are all awesome people. I want to try and continue talking to them all as long as possible. I don't want it to be anyone's choice but mine or my friends for the reason I'm unable to talk to them anymore.
Arghness.... I don't know if any of that makes sense but oh well dammit. I wuv'ums you all!! 
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| Lookie what I found out XD. |
[24 Feb 2004|10:11am] |
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Ack I was going to come on messanger last night but the internet connection wasn't working after 6 O_o;;.
I'll be on different times of the day today when I'm not too busy @_@. Now my usuall huggle for you all!!! XD *huggles*
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| Interview wohoo!!! |
[21 Feb 2004|05:19pm] |
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I'm going for an interview tommorow for a job wish me luck ^_^!! I really need this job, and hope I get it!
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| Busy busy busy busy @_@ |
[20 Feb 2004|05:41pm] |
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I've been busy with all my sites and working on art and I was feeling sick the other day. So yeah thats why I haven't been on much. This weekend Akemi is coming to visit. Me my little brother and Akemi will be going to the movies hopefully wohoo!!! so I can relax from doing site stuff ^_^. I got a new guestbook for Legacy of the Jewel man did it take me along time to configure it right @_@. Anyway huggles for you all XD!! *huggles*
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| MUST TALK TO KATNESS @_@!! |
[14 Feb 2004|09:47pm] |
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Ack I really need to talk to Kat about my Webmistress Bio and such. I hope she emails me after seeing this journal entry O_o;;. Please do Kat!!
Right now I'm working on Rikugou and Ren-ai jiken and I'm drunk wohoo well more like buzzed lol!! HAPPY VALENTINES DAY XD!! *huggles everyone*
Anyway I have so much art I need to get done and story, manga idea's ack! Crazyness XD!! I must remind myself to talk to Joey about them also lol XD! Well uhhh yeah thats it I'm a busy busy bee XD!!
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| Yayness! |
[12 Feb 2004|06:53pm] |
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I got my tablet hooked up again so now I'm going to be working on oekaki's XD. I made an oekaki board if anyone would like to do some Oekaki's there http://www12.oekakibbs.com/bbs/Jesschan/oekakibbs.cgi
I'm working really hard this week to get more art done and my new layout for Ren-ai jiken up, and a fanmanga, then a catalog for it XD. So yes bunches for me to do XD. I'm also working on Joeys Valentine piccy I hope he likes it ^_^;;. It's on the Oekaki board if anyone cares lol. Also I drew a gifty like piccy for Mu with me and her Gaia forms XD!! My first oekaki in months so it's not that good ^_^;;. Hope she likes it anyway. Well I need to continue chatting with Akemi, Jewels and Ani ^_^! Huggles for you allness!! *huggles*
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| Wohoo!! |
[09 Feb 2004|09:04am] |
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I talked to my dad and I'm going to get his webcam on one of his days off wohoo!! XD I'm so happy! I've been offline alot this weekend though well except for some quick stops at Gaia. Akemi came over so we were watching some movies and played with darts and I won wohoo XD lol. Also we played mario party 4 ^_^. I can't wait to talk to my friends online this evening though, I missed themness *glomps them all and doesn't let go* MINE! Well I need to go clean the happy wappy house now lol XD. Dusting is such fun wohoo!! XD
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[05 Feb 2004|09:18pm] |
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Woah tonights been crazy I was in this HUGE arguement with Joey like a could break up our relationship arguement. But luckily after fighting bunches we both listened to each other and got through it. Love is very crazy thats for sure. It's always good to tell the truth with how you feel because if you don't it can really bite you in the butt. But now everything is good about that and I feel better. I want to Thank Jewels and Animal for talking to me when I was upset they are awesomeness ^_^. So you all know I am a very emotional person but in the way with letting certain things get to me, aka cry alot when hurt or upset. Just yeah O_o... I can't wait til Joey graduates this year and I eventually move up with him, because I will be able to see him all the time instead of twice or three times a year @_@.
I really feel for Mu since I haven't had a job recently and the fact I have no car makes me so isolated from the real world and lonely. Though I wish we had snow here cause it would give me a reason to go in my front yard XD(SNOWBALL FIGHT WOHOO). Lol I love playing in the snow. Last weekend I was all by myself except for chatting with friends online. And this weekend maybe a repeat of it, though I don't mind spending extra time with friends online especially since I feel really close to people who I never was really able to talk to before ^_^. Just my room is getting stuffy O_o;;. Human contact is good people XD!
Anyway more about Mu aka short short warrior
is awesomeness if you didn't already know XD! *huggles for her* I hope she feels better soon. She's my new sister who was seperated at birth and I played near a nuclear waste place and got kittyness XD lol. Sadly my other sissy hasn't been on where I've been able to talk to her *whines*. Go the gogo hasn't been on when I am or something @_@. Ooo and now I'm talking to Rae I haven't talked to her in like uhh forever XD.
Ohyeah about the fightingness man it's like half my friends aren't friends with each other it's WACKED! O_o okay thats my thoughts or something! *Is really out of it now XD*
All of that was seriousness mixed with WTF goodness. If any of this doesn't make sense good I like to confuse you all!! mwhahahahaha! Plus I'm tired lol XD
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| Arghnesss!!!!!!! |
[05 Feb 2004|05:38pm] |
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Today I've been having bad luck O_o. First it was just annoying well still is lol. I was fixing up my site Ren-ai jiken adding a personal counter and also an online users tracking thingy thing O_o;;. While I was doing that I tried to also put a tag board but I gave up on it since I was messing up so bad, I just could not get it to work it just frustrated me really. Then my dad starts yelling at me about me being totally emotional when all I did was say I need to close something on my computer, I kinda yelled it but I just did it because he was across the house. O_o I didn't think it was a big deal and he gave me a freakin lecture about it argh. Then I feel like everyone is blowing me off for some reason (I'm talking about r/l and phone wise not online). Just little stupid things nothing horrible XD. But it still gets to me alittle @_@. Is spending time with a friend better then going to a place? I think so people are more important then places. Also I think gifts that are made or even just written words are more important then fancy gifts or jewelry, I just had to let that out. But then maybe thats just me XD lol. Ohyeah one more thing Gaia is pissing me off because it's not working right now arghness!!! XD lol
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